Rabak!!

Semalam (Friday,14Nov), Lala nak hantar coat2 die dry cleaning kat laundry shop yg dpan Rico's tu. So dah alang2,aku tumpang sekali la satu coat pink aku. Akak dobi tu cakap,coat2 kitorg ni xperlu dry cleaning, basuh biasa pun dah memadai. So dah akak tu cakap mcm tu,kitorg setujula kasi dia basuh mesin biasa dengan harga 7euro utk semua coat. bagi kitorg,sgt murah la harga tu.

Hari ni, Lala ada hal,so aku yang kena pick up baju2 tu. Sampai2 balik umah,terkjut aku..coat pink aku koyak rabak die punya lining..trgamam aku..dah lama aku xmaki org..so aku xnak la maki2 org..tp bengang jugak la!!!!

Lala dah rasa bersalah dah. Aku cakap kat dia,aku xmarah dia,bukan salah dia pun. N mak cik dobi(aku dah xbahasakan woman tu akak dah.hoho) tu,aku rasa mesti dia pun xde intention nak sebabkan baju aku koyak. Mungkin lining baju tu yg xelok,walaupun agak mahal la jugak aku beli(kalau convert duit mesia). So,aku pasrah je la.

Lala cakap,"We'll buy a new one,so jgan marah2 ok?"

So terpaksa la aku letak coat baru dalam shopping list aku..haishh,ni yg lemah nii~(padahal dlm hati dah berbunga2 nak cari coat baru..lalalalalala)

STD ohh STD

Lecture tukar lagiii!!!
benci betul la. sepatutnya lecture hari ni for endocrine disease is androgens and anti androgens, supposed to be delivered by Dr Finian Martin tetapi masuk je lecture hall, nampak Dr Kong Meng Chan dgn slide ber tajuk STD(sexually transmitted disease).

Lepas tu bermula la penyeksaan selama sejam..huuhuh...
Dah la dengan notes STD aku xprint(aku kena ada notes dulu depan mata,baru la cepat tangkap). pastu plak image semua 18SX..haishh..xlarat betul..seriyes menakut kan image2 STD yg Dr chan letak dlm slide die..ye la,kitorg malaysian ni,semua otak bersih2..huhuh..mana biasa dgn porno2 ni..huhuh(xtau la kalau org lain kan..:0..)

Safiah yg duduk tepi aku dlm lecture hall tu beberapa kali jugak la mengeluh macam aku..huhu..jijik..beberapa kali jugak la mngadu "nak termuntah aku!!" dan beberapa kali jugak la aku lihat dia meneguk air..sian safiah..aku hanya tersenyum dan berkata"sabar peah,sejam ja". tetapi irish mates aku yg lain semua bising2,gelak2..huhuh..Dr chan pula mmg selalu bergurau,walaupun dia nampak serius sebenarnya..so apa lagi,yg irish2 ni lagi galak la depa...

after lecture tu semua org (muslimah),mengeluh2 la n labelled that STD lecture as the most disgusting lecture everrr~

pastu aku pulak puasa hari ni...adoiii..habih la posa aku....ye la mmg la utk pmbelajaran diharuskan.tp still geli tauuu...lecture tu pula baru first part,sbb STD lecture ni akan disambung pula next week...adoiyai...mimpi ngeri lagi la aku...

p/s:gambar tu just sekadar hiasan.menekankan my stand that sexual intercourse yg hanya berlaku didalam perkahwinan yang sah dan dianjurkan dalam Islam adalah yang terbaik.~mengekang STD.

Im going to Parisss..again..

i just paid the deposit for the class trip to Paris + Disneyland..yay..although this is my second time, but it is still overwhelming indeed. cant wait really, to go there this upcoming January..i'll update later with picturess..

p/s: harap2 nya xsejuk sgt la kan..xsyok la klu sejuk..huhuh.

Change

On the authority of Abu Sa'id al-Khudri, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, say:

"When any one of you sees anything that is disapproved (of by Allah), let him change it with his hand. If he is not able to do so, then let him change it with his tongue. And if he is not able to do so, then let him change it with his heart, though that is the weakest (kind of) faith."

[Muslim]

The last portion of the hadith clearly states that the least a Muslim can do in the case of witnessing an evil act is to change it by his/her heart. This means that he/she should dislike the evil he/she comes across. This is an action of the heart, such as saying: "O Allah, there is nothing that I can do to change this bad situation that You dislike and disapprove except that I hate it to take place. I do not agree to it. O Allah forgive me, guide me and save my heart to be influenced by it."

Unless this action of the heart is practiced, the heart of the believer who witnesses that evil will be subject to be influenced by that evil. A dark spot will be placed in that heart (as stated in another hadith related by al-Bukhari).
With the repetition of such negative attitudes, the heart will be subject to more dark spots placed in it until it is concealed and no longer appreciates what is good and no longer dislikes what is bad or evil. This means that the Muslim who does not practice the lowest level of forbidding the evil, will be subject to turn into being an evil doer him/herself.

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Kak Syude(my naqibah) kupaskan hadith ni during last usrah(07/11/08). Macam mana kita kena mengubah perkara mungkar selari dengan kemampuan kita.

Selama ni, yang aku termampu adalah membenci dengan hati, which is the weakest of Iman. It is really torturing whn u cant say anything to ur frens that changed.

I wish I wud have at least the lowest rank of bravery to tell them that they are changing and diverting from Islamic values. I wish I wud have the gut to say it. But, I cant.

Few days ago, something happens that i dont even want to remember it. How shock i am,knowing that A(not a real name) changed. May be i didnt know her inside out. For God's sake, I dont even have the idea that she was so brave. Sorry, but I cant tell it precisely.

I know her for 5 years. and i dont want her to be deceived by the illusion of the duniya.

O Allah, please give me the strength..

Ketam!!

Last Sunday, Lala belikan stir fried crab n ketam masak halia utk kitorg..best2. Helma la yg merengek2 nak ketam. Kat sini mmg susah sikit nak dapat ketam mcm kat malaysia. Masa Lala tipon kata dia belikan ketam kat satu chinese restaurant ni,rasa cam nak melompat jer aku,walaupun padahal Helma yg kempunan..hehe..

Masa Lala balik tu nasi xtanak lagi,tpi kitorg dah meratah2 ketam tu sambil tggu nasi masak..Syok sgt melantak sampai xsedar kitorg xpanaskan pun ketam2 tu.heh.selalunya aku akan panaskan dulu food,sbb kat sini klu xpanaskan food,mmg mcm makan makanan dlm peti ais,sejuk..

Punya syok ratah ketam,tiba2 aku teringat,eh,ada jer ketam x yg xhalal~ketam batu..aku yg xpernah tgk ketam batu, ckp la kat diorg, yg mana muka sekor2 dah euphoric dah,kata ntah2 ni ketam batu..Helma balas "ish,karut. ketam batu kaler biru".lala sampuk"ayah aku cakap,makan dulu,nnt baru investigate."so aku pun mengetepikan perasaan was2,sambung membaham lagi..mmg puas hati la.

Helma,lepas kenyang,dengan divanya cakap"aku kempunan ketam masak lemak,bukan yg ni"..ceh,td dia yg membaham sampai licin..hahaha

pastu keesokan harinya, aku ada tanya kat Safiah,ketam batu mcm mana.Safiah cakap ketam batu kaler hitam,xde isi..hurmm~..ketam batu macam manaaa sebenarnya??!